Are you willing to be broken?

Gen. 32:25-29 - When the man saw that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob’s hip so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man. Then the man said, “Let me go, for it is daybreak.” But Jacob replied, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” The man asked him, “What is your name?” “Jacob,” he answered.  Then the man said, “Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel, because you have struggled with God and with humans and have overcome.”  Jacob said, “Please tell me your name.” But he replied, “Why do you ask my name?” Then he blessed him there. 

Are you willing to be broken? Most of us have heard and might, even said a few times – I have to break you, to make you. When it applies to us doing the breaking, we are all in, but if it is us being broke, not so much.  Even though, as Christians we know Christ came and was broken for us to be made whole. The obstacle is we refuse to submit to the thing that is sent to bless us, and we hold very tightly to what allows us to ‘be’ because it did come wrapped as we liked.

We wrestle, yes, like Jacob but we do not seek the blessing like Jacob, thus, we do not get to be blessed like Jacob.  Wrestle against and try to defeat what is sent to bless us, because we don’t want the pain of making ‘me’ over but it is good pain like working out. The more we fight, the more confounding everything becomes. Not submitting and seeking who or what it is, but cursing it.  Leaves us with a negative disposition, and not receiving the blessing or knowing what was sent to you for your good: we end up in a dark place of continued frustration. And many times  it appears, manifest in our lives in ways we didn’t envisioned or hoped, or God forbid, it didn’t happen for me, I was to be the platform for someone else. See, we think we know, and understand, but wisdom is when you know when, how, and where to use the information gained in life. So, are you willing to be broken so you can be blessed beyond your belief…We make the choice, but we do not make the consequences of our choices, and consequences do not discriminate they come to all…Think about it…

Lesson from driving…

Lessons from driving came to me after having a discussion with a friend, who is very analytical, and it had to do with change or how we evolve as people. We agreed to disagree but not be disagreeable…LOL…Well then I realized something, most of us drive, and in order to do so, we must be watchful of our surroundings and be prepared to change what we are doing, without foreknowledge at any juncture. We cannot sit idle or in neutral, or fail to respond to what is in front us accordingly, if we desire to get to our destination with addition stress. Although, some might agree with that statement, they might not agree with this one – it does not matter if you have gone the same route for fifteen years, cannot predict on a consistent basis when you will have to stop, hit the brakes, take an alternate route, or swerve from hitting creating an accident. Why? Life happens, road closures, the cars appear, people cut in front of you, people are not paying attention, etc. And guess what, we might become frustrated with the inconvenience it causes for us, but we do not stop or fail to switch gears, take an alternate route, or sit until we can move, we do what it takes to stay on the path to get to our destination. We strap on the delay but not denied mentality, and accept the change; grudgingly maybe, but we do. We do what we have to do, so that we can continue to drive with the least amount of stress, and learn something new, if we are lucky about ourselves…wink


Yet, when it comes to living we turn our perspective noses and not move, postulates reasons why we shouldn’t, fall out over and over again to keep it the same, or sabotage, implicitly or explicitly, the progress for ourselves and others with our behavior. Then say, it is someone else’s fault for our outcome, or the results we are seeing; we take no ownership of what we do, we only want others to take ownership and change what they do to fit us; just because you do not acknowledge it, does not mean it is not the truth. But like driving, we have to make the adjust with self. However, when asked if we are progressive, or open to change for the betterment of the team, family, relationships, church, or personal, we say, ‘yes’. It is ironic to me, we have yet to grasp it is not what we say, the actual words, but it is how we say it, and what we do that  leaves the lingering message with people, to tempt the fate for battle to ensues. All because we will not take the lesson from driving and keep it moving toward our enlighten path; we would rather remain in the self-imposed darkness to marinate, stew, and be infused with fear, confusion to share with others. God forbid!!!

Are we truly the light?

Matthew 5:14-16 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven. (NIV)

Are we truly the light? As Christians, we are called to be the light in this world. However, you would not illuminate to hide the light, or once lighted decided what it falls upon (you can’t). The goal is to illuminate all under its glow, and it is not selective on what is illuminated by its light. We who are children of the light seem to choose to hide our light by exchanging it for the world light, the dim light. This decision is made for the immediacy, the easy, and the comfortable way. However, that is not what Jesus called us to do in this world. See we choose every day, hour, minute, second of the day with our words, actions, interactions, our choices to whether or not to illuminate, or be selective with our light. We have forgotten light does not discriminate when it falls upon anything. It just lights upon it. Yet, we use the light of Christ’s love in our life for what it was never meant to be, to decide who gets it.

We have forgotten it is not about us, it is about Thee, not me. We say, we get it, but we don't.  We choose to not interact with each other because of color of skin, social status, wealth, etc at home but abroad it is a different story. Why the light change, I don't know. If you are light, you light no matter where you are, who you are with, or what you are doing. The light of Christ Love does the following - removes darkness, illuminated what is hidden, and shows us our path. So asked yourself, am I truly light, or do I participate in parallel play where it looks like, I am light but not?..Shakespeare - This above all: to thine own self be true, And it must follow, as the night the day,Thou canst not then be false to any man. Farewell, my blessing season this in thee!