The struggle, the journey: mind, yours and ours

Well, I have to tell you I am going to take you on this journey. The  
reason for my blog - to provide a space where I could talk about my  
struggle. I know you are wondering what struggle? The struggle of  
accepting the duality of man, me, and the call upon my life. As one R  
and B singer stated ' we all got a calling' but they are all different..See we all have the capacity to love, be love and live a successful and accomplish life. We don't because we don't accept our calling upon our life.
You know thing we know we are meant to do but deny because man does  
not see the best in us, so we run from it to, rather than embracing  
it. See owning our calling allows us to come to peace with our truth.  
Jesus did; he knew he was as much man, as he was God; thus prayed and  
embraced it, in spite of popular opinion or accepted truth of the  
times. He did it with confidence. We cannot, I realized because we are  
afraid of not being the thing we want or wanting what was never meant  
for us to have or be. All parts, roles God assigned to each of us, were  
assigned because He knows what we can bear, he knows what he fashioned  
us for. So, he made our truth to fit each of us. But it is a process embracing our duality, the ying/yang, earthly/heavenly, etc. The process  
requires faith, trust and obeying. Something we partially do, then  
wonder why I did not get the desired outcome. We are given the perfect  
model, example to follow but we are too occupied, distracted, by what  
we don't know how to dig indepth in what we do know about Jesus that we  
miss out on living a balance and peace with self...

We do not get the duality, and getting it makes the difference... See  
our differences, imperfection allows for God divinity to manifest. How  
can we love in spite of, if there is nothing that put us thru the pain  
of doing it? How can we seek to save and share and not condemn, if we  
had no one to judge and we want to not share with? See, God so loved  
the world he gave, and Jesus came to save, not condemn. Embracing our  
duality makes it possible for us to see and run toward our truth, rather  
than run away from it... John 13;15...To be continue..